I’VE FALLEN IN LOVE. And yes I’m screaming it from the top of my lungs. And this isn’t a oh he is hot, Oh he is loaded, Oh he is a good match by everyone’s standard kinda love. This is butterflies every time you get a call or msg, everytime he says your name your heat skips a beat, unconditionally loving him knowing he has a hurtful past that he is still healing from, knowing he is human and loving him as he is, whether it’s for a day or eternity loving him just the same, living each day like it’s last. I sound like a mumbling rosy eyes teenager. I know. But I’m a 33 yr old grown ass bi-woman. Divorced. Experienced heartbreak over and over again. And yet I only know to love so. With my entirety. And when I least expected it, love hit me. It hasn’t changed my plans for my life. It just includes him in the plan. How we make it work will be a beautiful journey. And I intend to fully enjoy it. Because you see, I hadn’t felt this in over 15 yrs. Just the thought of him makes me smile ear to ear. And he is all I think about these days. Needless to say I’ve a permanent laugh on my face. The intensity is off the radar, I know. But when you feel a person’s presense throughout your body even through the phone, you don’t let go of it. You show them the love you feel. You show them they are worthy of your love. You show them what UNCONDITIONAL means. And if it’s meant to be, they will see it and they feel the same.
I Love You, Nunu. Heart, soul, spirit, and body